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Hello, to me have advised to try to write foreign to the man to find to itself of the satellite on a life)))) I have taken advantage of this offer. Your address the agency which sells addresses of foreign men for correspondence allowed. I have paid 7 dollars to try to find the happiness abroad...., I hope that it not money for a wind)))))..... I would like more find out about you, it is possible to look your photo??? I have attached the photo if I to you am nice to this letter, and you want to continue acquaintance, answer me. I shall wait for your letter, and the story about myself if you will be interested with this message;)!!!



Tatyana!!!!!!!





I am happy, that we together decide to continue our acquaintance. It is very pleasant for me. As I for the first time use the Internet. Earlier I did not know, that there is such opportunity to get acquainted with people from the different countries. But at me is familiar which to me told that is possible to get acquainted with the help of correspondence. She has advised me one marriage agency of our city which sells email to girls, for acquaintance to foreigners. I paid 7 dollars for purchase of 10 addresses. I told that probably will not answer you then we shall return your money. And I have decided to risk to try to write. It is very glad to that that you have answered me unique)))). I hope it destiny and further our acquaintance will be perspective;)))) you want it))))!!!!!!!!!!???????.... By the way I to you send the following photos comment on them, as they to you))). And I hope, that you can send me in the following letter the photos. It would be desirable look at the face men with whom I am ready to build new long-term relations;)))))))!



I use this opportunity I hope at us all it will turn out and we farth can personally get acquainted. I want to tell you, that actually I very much occupied the work, was not present time for acquaintance to men in a reality. Therefore I with pleasure use this opportunity to begin new acquaintance to you on the Internet. Especially I had experience of acquaintance to the Russian men. Can you say that it has not brought to me that good)))) In fact at Russian of the man, in a head only FRIENDS and VODKA!!!!!!!!! Each time when you ask the the man that he has made something for you or spent time together with you the man speaks that at him appointed a meeting with his friends, and after a meeting he it is always drunk)))) Unless such the girl who searches to itself of the present for the man with which the joint future will be possible to create deserves???? I hope, that you not such;)))) In any case I hope that now to you clearly what men to me are not pleasant also you will not play with me obviously knowing, that you which such the man I do not like))))))! Forgive to me if my ideas not absolutely are clear to you))))))). As I ask you a pardon if my written English brings to you complexity;) .... I am able to write but I am afraid do many errors, therefore I use the translator))) This program helps me to acquaintance to you. I studied the English language at school and at University, but fairly I admit to you. I do not quite mastered it for long years of training (writing). Because I did not have practice, in the letter))))). But I speak in English much better than I write. Yes by the way unfortunately, I do not have opportunity now to allow to you the number of mobile phone because it is under repair after phone, together with me was expiated in a bath when I communicated with the girlfriend)))))))))! Master said, that it will repair within 10 days, it is a pity (((as soon as I will have such opportunity I to you at once I shall give the phone number that we could find out each other and hear a voice each other by phone. I hope you not against to continue our dialogue with the help of correspondence;))))!!!!!!! As it is new me to me awfully interestingly find out about you more, and it is interesting to me, as our correspondence will develop further. It is is not that so very pleasant, that there is such opportunity find out about each other with the help of the Internet, and as translator;))))!!!!!!!!!!!!..... To me spoke girlfriends that there is an opportunity watch your face on skype or other programs, but in library whence I to you send letters, unfortunately there is no opportunity to use these programs (((! I shall try to find such place where it is possible, will use such programs that we could look personally each other and speak personally! I ask you, do not stop to write and read my letters, and I shall try to understand you in each your letter and hope we can, soon find out about each other it is more;)!



I shall tell to you my history that you could know about me more. It would be desirable to trust, that you as will try in the answer)!



I work in sphere of manufacture of children's linen, my business to count up economy of the enterprise, I dare to assure you, that in the business the broad specialist))))))). I love the business and I like to be engaged it. I have received this opportunity due to the education, I on the education the bookkeeper - the economist.



And than you are engaged?!

What your trade???

You studied at University??

You received what speciality???

How is your city?!

Whether there are at you children how many them, how many him years???

How for a long time you in search serious relations????

What do you like do during free time from work, than to be engaged???

You can give me telephone number, I shall try to you to call, if certainly you want to hear my voice))))



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- I live with the father and the stepmother in Russia! We live in one of the most beautiful cities of Russia! It is the second capital of our state! Based still Peter the Great. It is city Sankt Peterburg!

- I Dolbnaya Tatyana Tamazovna Was born in city Sankt Peterburg. on March, 11, 1982 in city Kaliningrad.

- My father Dolbnii Tamaz Bakinovich - was born on March, 5, 1950, the former militarian, worked in investigation, the firm on which I now have and I work!

- My mother Dolbnaya Ulyana Benediktovna - on July, 25, 1952, has died when to me there were 20 years, has got in a road accident.

- Father lives with the new wife (my stepmother) her name Karina! Live to the address, street Kirova the house 5 apartment 34. An index 194156. I live together with them.





Tell to me not much about itself?!.... It is interesting to me to know your history. About your family where you were born?!.... With whom you lived?!... Where you like more to live, or where you would want to live?!....



I love Russia, but here, people are severe, though are hospitable. Each people and at each country has pluss and minuses, but as a whole it will be convenient for me to live in any place, the main thing that we liked each other and understood! In fact a basis of mutual relations this mutual understanding and respect to each other. I shall hope, that you will be attentive to my letters and can answer me a maximum of my questions, because I very curious)))!!!!! If it is not pleasant to you, that I set too many questions You need me to tell me about it.... Ok??? I hope that we shall understand each other. Today I shall finish the letter.



In hope to receive your fast reply, with expectation of new acquaintance and continuation of correspondence. With wishes of good day. Tatyana!!!!!!





Your letter has made a smile because I did not trust on my person, that you will have desire to continue our acquaintance. Now I understand, that very strongly was mistaken. Probably I have very much liked you)))))))). I am paid compliments frequently by men, but they always is not sincere, as I know that it is necessary for the majority of men from the attractive girl. Everyone want relations without obligations, and it is not interesting to me. I hope you understand it)))). I thank for the sent photo. You it seems very attractive the man;))).... Such men draw my attention. I think it good continuation of our acquaintance. Please do not hesitate, send me more than your photos. In fact you are really very attractive



Right at the beginning of our acquaintance I to you shall tell one, not so pleasant to me a history, but I think now it will be easier it to tell to me to you than when we already shall know each other well enough! I had casual connection with the man, and from it I have become pregnant. It was casual I was young and naive, then I was still the virgin, to me there were 22 years. That guy was my the first the man. And the last: (! I have become pregnant from him. I have made medicamentous abortion or it still name mini-abortion (at early stages of pregnancy). This abortion does not break female bodies, for the further fertilisation. This the man abortion as did not want, weddings with me herself has suggested me to make, and was at first very careful and tried to look after me beautifully, I have thought, that he, that the man to which I can entrust myself, that person who will be the good father to my child. This person appeared double-faced or the coward!!! I shall tell under the truth, men cowards, not in my taste. I always liked courageous and brave!!! My education in an environment of the father of the officer of investigation of the Russian army, has forced me to be anyhow not windy!!! Only this casual communication with the man but then I was still young and very silly. I till now pay off for that fatal mistake ((((!!!!! In mentality Russian, it is not accepted and it is considered even shamefully, to give birth to children to girls of not having fathers for children!!!! Therefore was solved on abortion. Certainly I now regret. But I was young and could not think, I very much was afraid of anger of the father. Since then I still am under supervision of the father. I always look at things optimistically, in not dependences that occurs, because so I was easier to live always I have a smile. The truth not in all photos I it show, probably because of that that to me, not so it is pleasant as I look in a photo, and very much it is pleasant to you???



Probably, it will be interesting to you find out the following about me:



I very good housewife.

I like is tasty to prepare meal, it as is distribution of my hobby. I very clean...

I am confident, that my future husband will be very pleased with me!

I can be the good and true wife! So not each woman can speak about itself, and I can))))))). Because, I very much for a long time wait the man which will love me. I could not betray feeling of the person.

I can not suffer treachery....

I respect cheerful and fair people!



I want to finish today the letter. Also I shall hope, that you can understand my history and will answer me it! I very much wait your answer! Tatyana!!!!!!!!





Your letter has made a smile because I did not trust on my person, that you will have desire to continue our acquaintance. Now I understand, that very strongly was mistaken. Probably I have very much liked you)))))))). I am paid compliments frequently by men, but they always is not sincere, as I know that it is necessary for the majority of men from the attractive girl. Everyone want relations without obligations, and it is not interesting to me. I hope you understand it)))). I thank for the sent photo. You it seems very attractive the man;))).... Such men draw my attention. I think it good continuation of our acquaintance. Please do not hesitate, send me more than your photos. In fact you are really very attractive



Right at the beginning of our acquaintance I to you shall tell one, not so pleasant to me a history, but I think now it will be easier it to tell to me to you than when we already shall know each other well enough! I had casual connection with the man, and from it I have become pregnant. It was casual I was young and naive, then I was still the virgin, to me there were 22 years. That guy was my the first the man. And the last: (! I have become pregnant from him. I have made medicamentous abortion or it still name mini-abortion (at early stages of pregnancy). This abortion does not break female bodies, for the further fertilisation. This the man abortion as did not want, weddings with me herself has suggested me to make, and was at first very careful and tried to look after me beautifully, I have thought, that he, that the man to which I can entrust myself, that person who will be the good father to my child. This person appeared double-faced or the coward!!! I shall tell under the truth, men cowards, not in my taste. I always liked courageous and brave!!! My education in an environment of the father of the officer of investigation of the Russian army, has forced me to be anyhow not windy!!! Only this casual communication with the man but then I was still young and very silly. I till now pay off for that fatal mistake ((((!!!!! In mentality Russian, it is not accepted and it is considered even shamefully, to give birth to children to girls of not having fathers for children!!!! Therefore was solved on abortion. Certainly I now regret. But I was young and could not think, I very much was afraid of anger of the father. Since then I still am under supervision of the father. I always look at things optimistically, in not dependences that occurs, because so I was easier to live always I have a smile. The truth not in all photos I it show, probably because of that that to me, not so it is pleasant as I look in a photo, and very much it is pleasant to you???



Probably, it will be interesting to you find out the following about me:



I very good housewife.

I like is tasty to prepare meal, it as is distribution of my hobby. I very clean...

I am confident, that my future husband will be very pleased with me!

I can be the good and true wife! So not each woman can speak about itself, and I can))))))). Because, I very much for a long time wait the man which will love me. I could not betray feeling of the person.

I can not suffer treachery....

I respect cheerful and fair people!



I want to finish today the letter. Also I shall hope, that you can understand my history and will answer me it! I very much wait your answer! Tatyana!!!!!!!







You clearly let know to me the opinion, on my yesterday's letter. Thanks it is pleasant, you express the ideas extremely distinctly. And me it is easy and very comfortable with you to continue acquaintance, I hope, that further our acquaintance, will proceed in the same manner (easily and is not forced)....)))! Probably you have noticed, that I as very easy person. I can now is courageous speak you that my main principle, presence in the man of good breeding and decency is. To me it is already clear, from your letters, that you such the man. I am glad very much, that we continue our dialogue. Also it is glad that you listen to me and try to understand. Tell to me please about last relations with women! It is interesting to me find out as you started to show attention and as won their attention))))! I ask about it as I can not now on distance, feel it, it is possible, what you would show to me attention if I was closer a beside to you???))))))! But time we now shared in distance, I would like find out from you that you undertook????





Each woman seems to me searches, in the life a similar history " Romeo and Juliet ", but a little who manages to find it! I with the big desire and the big hope look ahead, and probably I wait such history))))). It is very pleasant for me, that we with you have such opportunity, original acquaintance on the Internet. And it is possible in the future when we shall want that we met, our history will be approached to a history of love " Romeo and Juliet ". I the romantic girl, but expecting from a life it realities. I am not afraid, to create to myself a picture of the future. And in this picture, there is a man)))! The man which me will understand and care of me. The man with those features which as I think you possess!.... Reliable, careful, affable, brought up. The man able to love and accept love of the woman. Heart not when will not deceive, it is necessary only to learn to listen to them!







I spoke, that in most cases acquaintances to Russian men, I when did not meet the man, capable to accept love! I do not know why, but probably mentality of Russian men strongly different, from mentality of foreign men! Therefore I sincerely try to try to find the man of my dream in you John....))))!!!! Probably it too sharply sounds?!.... But I am absolutely fair with you!!!!!!! I when shall not try more to build relations on the Internet. Because I would not like to be sprayed, in these opportunities. As I have already had time to understand, that the Internet of an opportunity of acquaintance are boundless. I shall try only with you, to find mutual understanding and desire, constructions long-term serious relations. In fact actually I am interested in it!!!!!!! I hope, that both we aspire to the same purpose))))) And when step the moment of reunion of ours common aspirations we shall be ready to this;) .... You prepare yourself to possible to our fast meeting)))))))))))))))??? Certainly I joke to be solved it is necessary find out each other MORE! All of us know each other not yet enough!





Ideas have property to be made!



It is proved, checked up!!



If constantly to think about bad, it necessarily happen.........



In what we trust, we receive!



Be it kindly or angrily, good or bad!





Tell, you love what season more?!.... I like winter and summer!



You love what musical directions?!.... I like, national, pop, a jazz!



What for you on the first place?!.... For me, family, love and relations, health, career, sex!



You remember the happiest day in the life what it was?!... I had good time forwarding with late mother, we sang laughed and walked on city! It has been forgotten in my heart, this day remain on eternal!







All right, I today shall stop to write to you the letter. I hope, that tomorrow I again shall see your letter and my day will be filled with good and cheerful mood. I like to receive from you letters, you probably already understood it;)!!! With you it is very pleasant and easy:)! Good-bye! With wishes of happy day)!







I was satisfied, reading of your letter.)))))) I liked your answers! You probably very much occupied work and at you not always suffice time for a spelling of the big letters?!... I understand! Nevertheless you to me have written also to me it very pleasantly! You not one of those men, which all time try surround me. I feel it heart! My heart conducts me further in development relations with you! And I am very happy, to that that we together continue to develop ours relations. Has passed only not how many days, but I start to understand your character well, on a manner of a spelling you of your letters. It is pleasant and fascinating. I want to you, to tell. That the age of the man for me has no value. In fact the man should be more senior to help the girl, and to be always the teacher for her. I since the childhood dreamed of the adult to the man, the image of the adult of the man was always represented me. I cannot present near to myself young the man. Their thinking, pushes away me. As in the majority they are very weak - are characteristic. And at younger age of the man, do not know that him it is necessary in a life. All of them still are in search, and for me is necessary strong the man which knows that him wants from a life. Behind which shoulders I shall feel like, as behind a stone wall. For this reason I choose continuations of acquaintance to you;))))!!!! I very much want to continue more find out about you...





I shall tell still about something.





My growth: 169 sm



My weight: 56 kg



My color: red, dark blue, black.



My favourite aroma of spirits: " Dior shain ", you can can try to take a sampler in shop and to feel a smell which I most of all adore! It is my aroma! It will be possible to feel pleasantly to you my aroma, being at a great distance from me;))))!



My fashion: More all I like to dress jeans as it is convenient and is practical. But I as very much like a skirt and a dress when there is a case). I like as to dress easy a blouse which are weightless. At home I go to blinkers, it is practical and it is convenient)))!.... And what style in clothes, is pleasant to you more, at women?





My hobby: to you can seem is ridiculous are domestic affairs))))! I very much love cleanliness and the order)))))! Probably too strange hobby? But I since the childhood am learned mum manual about cleanliness in the house, cleanliness means oppress! My house always pure also is accurate also to me when it is not a shame to invite friends! Though under the truth to tell at me there are no many friends! I have girlfriend Ekaterina, we with her since childhood, studied in one class and continued study at University together. She to me helps, always when in a head and in soul it happens difficultly! And you have good friends?!.... How many you are friends, how his a name?!.... I hope your friends not when do not interfere with yours relations with women. As the majority of the Russian men use, friendship of the friends to not be at home at night, or to leave from a house late at night under a pretext, I am necessary for the friend, I shall soon.........))))) unless it deserves the woman? If I meet the man I see his drunk after a meeting with the friend?! To me men who are not able to drink are apathetic.





My father frequently drinks, and I shall tell the truth when he drinks, he becomes absolutely another! Very much now it is hurt to me to speak about it. Father always has an occasion to get drunk! When he comes home drunk, he shows the discontent with me. he humiliates me, I speak me that the whore who slept with the man and have become pregnant. he hates me, for that that I made once a mistake (((. It is awfully a shame to me to you to speak about it. I want that you knew mine relations inside my family. In them there is no love and compassion, understanding, and respect! Only insults and humiliations (((((! My girlfriend, she advised me to address in societies on protection of "families", I wanted that to us have helped in relations with the father but when there came employees of this social society, my father expelled them. As father the big and influential person in city to manage him to result in feelings, not enough social workers (((. My education does not allow me to argue with the father! Father beats me when it is strongly angry by affairs in his business. I tried, somehow to correct position again addressed, in militia, removed medical examination about impacts on a body and all this has ended with that at once became known to the father about it. he all city reports, about that that occurs, so everyone know, that at my father it is a lot of money and he will always pay for the information ((((! he has paid to workers of militia and hospital that cancelled my indications! At us in Russia, the law can be bought. It is possible to tell tradition of Russia!





When my girlfriend has seen my desperate situation, her it was a pity me. She to me suggested, that I left the country and a vein abroad. There the authority of my father will not threaten me. We thought of it! Very good day when we have together decided was, that I shall search for the man for creation serious relations, in other country! It is hope for changes in my private life. Please do not think, that I search output from the troubles with the help of you! I very much hope, that when be I can find to myself the man which I shall understand and I shall grow fond all heart. I shall leave from the country, only when I shall be sure in the man and when which man I shall grow fond, will be confident, that wants me! That I was, liked and cared about him, I shall be all for the the man that did not occur, I always shall be with him! If the man it is capable to listen and support, me IT MEANS mine the MAN, such I shall not leave the man, when I shall not stop! In fact the most important is a strong back the woman and strong loving heart!





Please be not upset my letter, the desire in ours relations that we did not hide from each other that is simply mine. My secrets which I at me is shall open to you (my secrets, begin your secrets) I do not want, that your friends knew about it, or your relatives are ours as I shall hold all your secrets about which you can tell to me!!!! As I think, that cannot better be under construction relations, as on trust, a transparency and honesty!!! I hope you of me you understand and you support?







Well I in general today much to you have told, and certainly I have a little had time to tell))) I shall write to you more in the tomorrow's letter. Be with me, think of me and soon probably it is very fast, I can be with you;))))





Yours faithfully, and a wish of good day Tatyana!!!!!!!!!





Now I know about you more, now to me it is more interesting find out even more)))). I think also to you too?! Therefore I very much would not like to send you the following letter in which I hope we even more we shall be pulled together and we shall start to understand each other)))) more! I spoke you in the previous letter, on that that I want to meet, if both of us shall want it?????.... I think, that this desire can arise, at me at any moment of our correspondence)))! As I already start to get used to your letters). I think you too you begin more find out me and to understand more! Only I ask you have no pity to me! The feeling of pity is not necessary for me. I want simple, LOVE!.... Probably for you love difficultly!!!!!!!!!? For me love difficult)))))))))))))))). But I am sure, what I shall not be receded this feeling if it will suddenly be knocked on my heart,)))))) and you?!..... Probably you will be shy?!... Or you not shy))))???.....



All right I shall continue the letter on. Probably you know, that everyone, the woman, has dreams and the desires. I to you want to open one of thousand dreams and desires))))))! I hope, that you too can tell to me about the if you are able to dream;)! I believe in that that our dreams and desires are executed, if we strongly want and we trust in it!... And you as think?!.... To me interestingly your opinion. And so one of my dreams: I want to be engaged in in the future own business. I want to be engaged in a batch, to open pass manufacture, bread - a bakery. At me is, secrets of a batch which transferred me my grandmother. You can believe my words, that this secret, will create huge profit))))))))))))). I imagined hundred times, how work)))) will look That my dreams were carried out to me as the good both true friend and the assistant is necessary. To tell the strong man's back, only more precisely then I can undertake with confidence, realization of the dream.



I very much love children these are flowers of a life and with the help of them, possible to feel the world around of myself on another, probably is more colourful)))))))).... You agree????



I like to dance very much when I do cleaning in the house, cheerful music under which I have time to dance))))) always plays! Probably you have thought now, the mad girl?)))))) Simply I like to live a full life to breathe pleasant clean air, to speak and communicate with people, to read, think about good, of the future. I very much like to help people! Many do not understand me and look at me as on a silly woman when I help to the adult grandmother if at her in hands heavy bags I shall necessarily help her, spend it to the house, and on road I shall scold, what for she buys so much, that the most difficult to carry))))!



In Russia old people strongly differ, from foreign old men. At us the majority, the man or the woman for 50 years, does not know as to address with a computer and cannot use him! And at you are able and even very much are able))))). All well enough own a computer. It is not much amusing, when I spoke with mother of my girlfriend, about that that started correspondence from you, and asked her whom about it to not tell, she me asked, as it turns out to communicate in a computer.... We very much laughed at the girlfriend, and tried to explain her it. she it has been very much surprised and all the same has not understood, how it occurs))))))))))))! We have promised her, that we shall try her to train in this))). As it not so is difficult and very pleasant!... Really it is very pleasant for me to write to you letters, I hope you I do not tire)))). During what time you are usual, read and answer me on letters???.. ... I usually read letters after work when there is such opportunity visit library. It approximately from 18.00 across Russia!



By the way I have overlooked to ask you what cuisine you prefer???... I shall tell fairly, I do not have preferences in cuisine. I like is tasty prepared going. I think, that the person is that he eat! Also I prefer to prepare a meal which will be not only it is pleasant and tasty, but as not harmful to all organism. I in it very big master you can believe my word;))))!!!!!!!! Probably to me once will carry, and I can prepare meal for the loved the man. And him it will be pleasant, and it will be pleasant for me doubly))))))!



I shall say goodbye all right,))))))) I would not like you to tire, the long letter, therefore I shall stop to write to you today. I hope tomorrow, I shall see your answer. I wait for your letters. With wishes of fine day, Tatyana!



It is very pleasant for me, that you attentively read my letters and understand me! Each your letter brings to me a lot of pleasure. Interestingly on what our first meeting would be similar? Admit you already you think of it?!... I admit to you, that in my head already there are such imaginations))))! It may be too early we decide to learn about each other in reality?... Though what for to pull, that would be desirable both of us))))! I am sure, what you think as well as I?! And you would not like to meet the author of these letters in a reality))))! But it is necessary to wait not much, you should understand, I was able to take such a decision, I should better know about you! And besides, I should finish much that to have an opportunity to arrive to you! If I would be solved on trip to you it will be, trip for all life)))! I know, that in a life probably we less shall are attractive, each other! As with the help of letters. And probably even we should be disappointed in each other. But I think, that it will be better to look to the truth and the man in eyes)))), than to use 1000000 letters. You agree?))))).... I promise, that my decision on my arrival to you, will not keep you waiting. Only I should settle not which questions in the country to think about stay to you. And you promise me, what you will think of the desire, to have me near to yourself, it is possible for all stayed life?!)))... I Think you you understand, what I am ready to be with the man which is pleasant to me, all stayed life, instead of not how many instants?!....))))) It would be desirable to trust in it;)!





Yesterday the next day, disputes with my father was. He again begins the history, that will find to me suitable the man that I could create with him in the subsequent good family. I cannot trust the father in a choice to me the groom, for all stayed life! I know, that at the father, there is a defect. This defect refers to "AVIDITY", he very much likes money and always thinks of it. I know, that he will search to me rich for the man which will be capable to provide me. But not therefore father undertakes to solve my destiny. That is why that, he wants, to find a way for itself, to improve the business. All candidates, men as I have found out have communications in authority, in politics our city. I did not begin to understand it. But it is clear, that father searches for a way for improvement of interaction with authorities, for improvement of the business. The plan of the father is clear to me. But it is a pity, that I cannot in what or him to overpersuade!







You should understand, that I shall not allow the father, to decide the destiny! But I know, that father will not stop before anything, yet will not satisfy, the ideas, the purposes, and hopes. he will cross through all barrier which will be at him on a way. I only therefore as fiduciary from him started our acquaintance that father at all did not know, from my intentions. I to you tell absolutely everything and that I shall not begin to hide from you. I want, that you knew all!.... You seem to me, the reliable friend and the good person, capable to listen and support me! Forgive if I speak much, about the problems. But I would like that you knew about it.







I have more in a life it is not necessary how to find the man to which can trust everything, everything is absolutely, even the life. After all, this is a real feeling of love when you trust the person on all of 100 %! I could not doubt once of fidelity and love to me. Because I shall always know that mine the man loves me, is absolute just as I like him. I am ready you to open the feelings, but I am not sure, in them for the present on 100 %. Therefore time that we could understand to the friend to the friend better is necessary for me still. You agree?!....





Tell you you love attractions and a swing?!... I Think, that as well as the majority of adult men that is not present)))).... And I on the contrary, very much love walks on park and driving on attractions. It is very cheerful, feel itself during these instants of years on 20 more youngly)))))! And ideas about that that you are already old, leave you. In soul the confidence and desire to live and please people surrounding you settles. Only very much afflicts that fact, that when I shall come home I shall see the person of the gloomy father which will wish time me to smile. It is the extremely hard for me to live with the father. In fact his the mood, constantly pushes me on bad ideas. I shall not grow fond of a life if my head will be constantly filled with bad ideas. Father tries to fill in me them (((((!!!! I want only that father of me has forgiven. And I do not receive approval when I try him to draw into a conversation, about that why he so is severe to me! Father does not wish me to explain something at him the position which extremely is not clear to me.





And still I very much like to collect flowers on a field that then them to bring home. They fill special aroma of a room. This aroma creates a special climate in air and it is very pleasant, when you feel all this, with the help of bodies sense of smell))))). Very much it is pleasant to me as aroma of a lilac. You like to feel smells that the nature gives to us???





I as very much like, noise of a rain. When I sleep or I lay in a bed and I hear knock, drops hitting about the ground. It is pleasant to me, as it weakens. As, weakens noise of bursting fire wood in a fireplace, color of fire gives energy and creates an atmosphere of thoughtfulness and desire of knowledge something.... What did you notice?!... You can tell what vital supervision to me????





Please do not think, that I badly concern to the father. I simply know, that him time is necessary for comprehension his mistakes, in relation me. Just now I cannot him explain it, and he itself to that does not wish to listen. he will necessarily change the relation to me. Only him it is necessary for this purpose, to lose me for a while.





Now I shall stop, the letter, with impatience I shall already expect following your letter. With the big respect, for you and your native. Your girlfriend, Tatyana!





How you?!

How passed your day?!....

Of what you think?....

That you want in the near future in the life?...



..... I very much should tell yesterday to you this history, now I see, that you perfectly understood me! I worried not much that you can understand me not so correctly as I would like that. But now you have overpersuaded me finally, in that that you attentive the student, and the true friend. I am very pleased, what exactly to you me was connected with destiny. You such the man which always will be with the woman in any situations which with her would not happen. You that the man which is capable to be attentive, and valid in relations with the girl. Such it is not terrible to man to entrust the life;)! I am glad very glad, that together we have chosen that way on which we shall move ahead, further. I am ready to please you. You are ready??? I believe in that that at us will be with you fine relations, I very much believe in it! I am ready to be convinced of it in the future and already now I understand, that the man I yet did not meet the best.



It is important for me. That you support me! It is important, that you can understand me! At me all is in a life, even there is my personal own apartment, but I do not have good friend who can understand and support me. It is pleasant for me, what exactly you have appeared in my life. The man to which I am not indifferent.



At me awful father. Today I had not pleasant conversation with him. Now I as well as our relatives shall not continue to communicate more with him.... All friends him have lost, now he is friends only of partners unless only of parents Aleksey are friends. I yet did not speak you, who such Aleksey is a candidate of my father, as the groom for me. My father, does not reckon with my opinion after him it became known that I made abortion, he me to live does not give! he supervises each my step. Him it is important, all that occurs in my private life. And he itself has solved identify to me the husband. And spoke, that " to you the husband I shall select J.Ob it father speaks me! I agree, that have made a mistake! But what for, to take from me it is right on the order the private life, I cannot understand it! I do not want, to be the wife of the man, which can not stand! Aleksey I know for a long time. And I know him not with itself better sides. This guy, is very silly! He vodka likes to drink. At him carefree, a way of life. He walks on money which him give, him loving parents. He does not work, only spends money of the parents. Him 29 years, and he it is very silly. He not quiet, not cultural, malicious and the egoist the man. But all this, father has not noticed! He considers, that it is suitable the man for marriage. I spoke the father, that if he wants that his the daughter has died (not physically, and morally).... he will continue to insist on mine marriage with Aleksey!.... It seems him it does not stop ((((. At me such awful condition, that I shall not continue to speak about it any more.



Your letter to me helps to distract from those ideas with which I am loaded with father. I again and again would like to re-read it. And I with pleasure it do. You understand, that in each letter I transfer to you a particle of. I want to help you in construction our the further, long-term relations! You help me, you allow to me feeling of confidence of tomorrow's day. I think you an ideal of dreams, any woman which is serious in the intentions to find the man, for long-term relations. Surprisingly, what exactly I could meet you!



I shall finish today the letter. I shall wait for your letter. With the big desire to see it and to read your answers. Tatyana!





You so perfectly write. Today in my soul all doubts at last were postponed. Now you you, the man to which I pay all attention, the man in which I believe. The man. Which I have presented me feeling about which already have overlooked. At me the period of pleasure and check of the feelings to you, please understand))))))))! I do not want, to burn, more precisely I am afraid very much I am afraid! It not the surmountable pain to feel love, and then to lose it. I very much am afraid this!!!!!!!!!!!!





Thanks you for that fine feeling of pleasure, that you give me the letters, words! Sincerely I wish you happiness and all most best that you were surrounded always with good people and you were happy! Always have a smile on the face and be joyful, in fact a life one and it is necessary to enjoy everyone its an instant! I sincerely enjoy the moments of dialogue and cognition of you, each new day receiving your letters. With you, to be exact with letters which I read from you at me there is an air feeling, which makes my day fine, that not happen further!



You the surprising person. Very strong-willed, persistent, but kind. You noble, yes, be not dared, you initially fair and noble person. And it is pleasant to me. In you adults and children's emotions, gravity and humour are combined mind and charm. You - super! Do not overlook about it. To be near to you is a happiness. But still it is very hurt me. You at me are, but you are not present BESIDE. You the most important person for me, but I hide it. I hide, as though in my feelings there is something shameful. But it not so. My feelings light and kind. I am more and more attached to you. I thought, what to you to present? How you to congratulate? I would like you to surprise. It would be desirable do you pleasantly. What do you want, that I for you have made? Thanks you for that pleasure, tenderness and happiness which you give me. My life has begun to sparkle all paints when in it you have appeared.



You the best, I with anybody shall not confuse you and for anybody I shall not exchange … Remember it!





I shall stop today not big the letter I hope tomorrow shall see again your charming letter. Whole, you it is gentle and strong in a cheek. Your girlfriend Tatyana!!!



Good-bye....





Now I cannot tell anything, except for “ it is necessary to wait ”. If I shall understand that I like you not only as sexual object and as mother, possible future your children I shall search with you for meetings. I promise it is necessary to wait only! The patience - is the benefactor.



I for a long time suffered mockeries and humiliations. Now I think that is the moment when, I need to act decisively. I have decided, already for myself, that I shall search possible for meetings with you. But as you understand it it will be better, if our meeting will be at you in the country. As in the country to us to meet not safely. Tomorrow, I shall go behind the help to the friend, he works in embassy of your country. I shall ask his the help in official registration of papers. He/she is my former schoolmate. I know him for a long time and I can trust him. You too can trust him. I shall talk with him that he number mobile allowed, for conversation to you, as to you this idea;))))! His name Filip, And he already enough for a long time works in this embassy. And very well moves ahead on career to a ladder. He/she is that person who actually can to me assist, with full registration of the complete set of documents, for stay in your country. You are glad to hear about this?!... I am very glad, that there is such person who can assist to us in realization of our dreams.



Please answer me all these questions, not tersely, "yes" or "is not present"... I think you you understand about what I ask?!.....



-----I want to know precisely, you are ready to our meeting?!



-----You have, an opportunity to take care of me not which time while I shall adapt to new in your country... (to find work, to study in a modern language)



-----You promise support me in everything that I did not feel like another's???



-----You promise, what you will become my satellite and my teacher, for new opening and knowledge? (I speak about a life, about relations with people, about relations with your family, about mine the desire to learn about you is as much as possible and about yours an environment).....???



-----And. John - answer me honestly, there is a reason why I can not visit you?? Do you have something that you hide and not tell me what I need to know?





Perhaps it is the most important questions on which I would like to know answers at you. What do you want me to ask?!... What would you like to know about me before I go to you?... There is that that you want to hear?!...





To me today, already it is necessary to finish mine not the big letter. I hope tomorrow can find out all answers to my questions. With impatience I shall expect, your answer. Your Tatyana!





Today I cannot write to you very good letter. Because in my soul the fear has appeared. I very much am afraid. Understand, that I shall write to you in this letter. I in fact do not want, more that except for your presence. I want that, you could give me happiness and love which in you is more than enough. I am happy, to that you have appeared in my life. I do not want you to lose!....



Today I have heard completely casually conversation of my stepmother and my father. They spoke that soon will be!..... You know what is it?!.... ((((((I cannot speak about it, on my person tears now flow (((. I am not capable to believe, in that that own father wants to marry the daughter in hands to monster Alexsey!.... Yes, yes, yes, conversation of them was that they want to declare date of engagement of me with Alexsey. Father spoke, that he organizes evening on which will be is declared about my engagement. To me it is awful, I was thought, that at me wings which to me will help to find freedom and happiness have appeared. Because in my life you have appeared, that the man which creates in me unperturbable happiness, pleasure and feeling, love and attachment. I do not want, that our joint dreams have failed. And we it is more when could not meet. But it will take place with all soon (((. Because father really wants, to create marriage. I cannot him interfere. I cannot stop the tears. As my destiny will be, is broken, if I shall take part during life Alexsey, because I can not tolerate this boor and not a decent man. I shall be itself not the happy girl on all white light. Because so should not be, father should not solve destiny of the child. I considered so! But now I see, that I have no other variants. The only possible option left my arrival to you.



I had yesterday conversation with Filip. He it is known, that I communicate with you. he to me has told, that possible a variant that you have sent in embassy, the invitation letter to accept me in the country. It is a variant will take long time after that the question will be considered during long time. Through Embassy to legalize all papers personally, very very long time, it would take a lot of time! I understand, that now for us time "GOLD", we cannot lose so much time for official registration of papers. It approximately from 30 - 60 working days. I have been puzzled with the decision of this question. You understand, this critical decision?!?!?!?



Filip as to me has told, about the other variant. he has offered me faster way of official registration of papers. For this purpose it is necessary to pay for promptness in registration (or differently "recoil")... You heard this word????... (you understand a word meaning "recoil").... I asked, " how many it is required money? ".... He has named very decent sum. I have told, that agree, as I have the saved money. I can allow myself it.



I very much want, that we met you and could see eyes each other, touch and kiss with each other. I believe you. I believe your serious intentions. I know, that in my life there will be no more man, capable so to understand, me and I am sure, that in me there will be no any more such feeling of predisposition to whom or as it has arisen to you!!! You have presented my soul completely new sensations of which I could dream only. Now I can feel everything, beauty of your soul .C you I such of what I do not remember myself for a long time. Easy, soaring, not having fear, I become stronger. But, when we shall be together I shall be, the most fragile woman, behind your back that you always felt my support when it will be necessary and even in not for need, I shall be always your support, in all your ideas and undertakings. You opened surprising, landscapes about which I have already overlooked. You share, you give, I think, that when the person likes, he gives and does not ask in the deputy. I feel it in you. You surprisingly kind, very especial the man. I very much am glad, that you have appeared in my life.



Each new day from the moment of a spelling of this letter I think test and check of durability of our love. Because we need to unit now our efforts that we carried out, conceived by us. I wish to be with you up to the end of a life. Yes yes yes, I wish to be with you up to the end of a life!!!!!!!! You in my soul, now only you in my soul for all time!!!!!!!!



I want to be with you! Very much I wait for our meeting. Please read and understand my letter very carefully. I wait for your ideas and your answer. Tatyana, whole in lips gently!



I am upset today, I do not know as to start to write to you. I know, that we already well each other understand. I hope now you all you will understand. Because there are news about which I hasten to you to inform!



I talked yesterday with Filip, he informed me, that I cannot abandon the country and now I at all do not know, how we can quickly settle my unfinished business that I could abandon the country. I have provided all, that who has not suspected that I want to you! But I have missed, that I have the obligation, to the state about monthly payment for the got apartment. It is necessary to me before I buy the ticket aboard the plane and I shall make all documents on departure the country, it is necessary to go in bank, and to enter into with them the new agreement. I should pay debts, for that amount months on which the visa to you will be made out. Filip, has told that the minimal visa in your country is given out for 3 months. Filip, me has told, that he will legalize my papers so that I could remain to live in your country after we shall conclude marriage. I think, what within 3 months it will be possible to us???.. .... I have no full sum of money to carry out completely payment. Without the contract with bank, my documents, in embassy examined will not be: (, I at all do not know, that to us do - there can be you can help to me, the sum which does not suffice me for payment of the credit for 3 months 2300 EURO. At me is money, only it is not enough of them. I should try to ask friends and relatives, but I am afraid. I am afraid to ask them because me will ask????... " What for to me this money "...., if they find out about it it can become known to the father. I most of all want, that father absolute anything did not guess. For long years I learnt him also know, that I shall be severely punished him, if he about it finds out.



I want to ask you, tell you you can help to me with departure the country? If you to me help, I can finish the problems with bank and pass documents for Filip, that he not delay process of their registration. Filip spoke me, documents made out for arrival in your country, I can receive for a week. I can expect for you?! You will not leave me, during this moment when for me it is extremely necessary that you to me allowed the support. I not well feel myself, it seems to me, that our dreams and joint desires roll, in necessity it damned money: (. Such sensation, that money our feelings test. In fact that that we feel it more strongly. Whereas to us to cope with this necessity, to find money?!.... You Can expect for me, we together shall arrive then back to Russia, and we shall sell an apartment which estimated on the average about 115 thousand euro. This money help to both of us. Just now at this particular time it is necessary for me 2300 to begin process of official registration of papers for departure the country. I ask myself, that I itself understand a silly woman, I should not buy an apartment on credit. But I was afraid of money to put on account. as father can supervise bank account. if father will find out the large sum on mine account, he will not give me is right it to dispose or will ask for development of the business. An once when he has taken from me money for purchase of the automobile suffices, after he neither the automobile has not given me, nor money has not returned. I know the father and did not want to risk again.



If I cannot find money to close the credit, for departure you. It will mean, that I remain in Russia. And in 20 days announced about my engagement with Alexsei. That I very much would not like. I want to be with you. Only in you, I see the happiness. I know, that you feel to me and I feel you in each letter written by you. Therefore it is not so convenient for me to ask you the help. I shall undertake all, that as that to find in addition money. But I doubt, that someone can to me help. My best girlfriend is in arrears before bank which she as hardly pays, she always addressed for the help to me. Now she to me speaks, that at all does not know as her it will be hard, if I shall leave and I shall leave her, her will be hard and lonely without me. I understand it. Filip which I have asked the help at once when has found out about it, me has told very sad news, after heard to me began at all dexterously, that I set him this question. he has told to me, that father him is sick of a cancer and now he (chemistry - therapy) spends greater money for courses of treatment of the father.... I hardly held tears on the face so even more to not upset Filip. I understand as him now hardly. To me any more to whom to address. At me is not present than whom it is more. Perhaps I shall stop today, please esteem the letter that I could receive from you the answer, clear. Because it is important for me to understand you.



I kiss you in a cheek, your girl Tatyana!!!!