# Name: Ekaterina Yureva
# E-mail: ekaterina@muzwagon.com
# Address: Russia , Magadan
# Seen at: karlquit@netzero.com
# Dangerous:
37%
# Details: this info in 1 of the letters I am sending you she got me for 1500.00 she is very good and if there is a goverment agency I can report this to it would be much appeciated john davis I have western union reciepts to prove it
# Date: 2005-02-17
To: John
Letter
Subject: From Ekaterina for my love John!
Date: Thu, 29 Jul 2004 11:58:52 +0400
Hi my love John!
My working day has comes to an end and I am writing you now. My mood is very
good. Soon we will be together. Tell me that this is true.
I think that you are a honest, understanding and kind person.
>From my life I have understood, understanding and respect the most
important in Relations between the man and the woman. It so is important
for understanding and respecting not only The opinion, and even opinion
of other person. I studied psychology, and the main mistake Married couples
is that everyone proves the correctness and does not want to recede from
The opinion. Each person can be mistaken. In most cases because of
Such trifles there are quarrels and scandals. In fact it is much more
convenient to discuss a problem in To quiet conditions and together to
find the best exit. We in Russia have saying One head well, and two is
better (smile). I am right?
Still I very much appreciate a true friendship. When I shall come you
should acquaint me with yours Friends. I do not want to stand across you
and your friends. The man should have The right to communicate only the
man's company, without women. But not all time (smile).
Friends should so to meet, drink in a bar beer and messages man's
conversations.
I will love you in the future and I love you now. I am waiting for the
moment of our meeting very much. It so excites me. Yesterday when I
went to bed I was thinking about you so much that I felt a little trembling in my
body.
I don't know why it happened to me but anyway it is something good.
I have strong embraced a rabbit (it is my soft toy) and have fallen
asleep.
I am finishing writing. I am thinking of you and writing you these
words. These words are coming from my heart. My heart is beating faster
now because of you. I reread all your letters and love you more and
more. I love you very much, I need you very much and I hope that our
meeting will be very very soon. I will write you later. I am still
waiting for you letters!!!
I hope very much that our love is forever!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The love of Ekaterina and John is eternal !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
With all my love,
Hot and passionate kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss for you.
Excuse, but the scanner on my work today has broken and I cannot send you a
new picture as soon as the scanner will be repaired I shall send
pictures.
Ekaterina!
Letter
From: Ekaterina
To: John
Letter
Subject: From Ekaterina to my love John!
Date: Fri, 30 Jul 2004 17:34:21 +0400
Hi my unforgettable love John.
I miss you so much that my patience is on a limit! I'm dreaming of our meeting
when sleep! Yesterday I had so wonderful dream as you and I walking
at the field full of blossoming camomiles! We pick them together and made the
great a bouquet of them. I'm so happy to find you my only love!!! I found that all
my thoughts are of you and no more else. I have a nice mood when recalling your
in my mind. The mere thought of you sends such a warm feeling through my
body, soul and heart and the thought of meetings with you is so fantastic. I have
always dreamed of finding someone really special who would come into my life and
love me wholly and uniquely, someone who understands me, someone to share my
thoughts and dreams. I have finally found that person. I love you for loving me just the
way I dreamed it would be. You are a wild flower and I want to smell it, nurture
it, take care of it and watch it grow. I hope the words I say so gently find
their way to your heart, because your words have touched mine forever. You have
made my heart skip a beat once again. It is so overwhelming the effect of your
presence on my soul. I am constantly bombarded with such forceful emotions for you. You
are like no other.
Your heart is connected to mine and no one can change that. I love that feeling you
give me, but it scares me at the same time the power you have even though we have
not met in person yet. I might implode when we finally meet. I might erupt like a
violent volcano or melt like butter on a hot skillet. I am afraid I will not meet
your expectations of me. I am after all just an rural girl. I'll tell you though,
I didn't think it possible for me to want you more than I already did, but after
your last letter I thought wrongly. You write of mutual respect, kindness,
tenderness, trust, love. How can I have these feelings of love for someone
I haven't met? I do. How do you love me without setting eyes on me?
Without kissing me (I might kiss like a mackeral)(smile) I don't have practice for a
long time.
I need alot of practice. Can you help me? I want to know the scent of your hair,
your body. I want to touch you and be touched by you. I want to see
you first thing in the morning and as I close my eyes for sleep.I can't wait for the
time of our meeting in reality. that's will be the most wonderful and happiest moment of my
life at this world!!! I can notice at me to be always in good mood when thinking of
you even if something wrong around. My soul singing the song of love in expectation
of our meeting. I'm dreaming it so: as I running down the a gangway
and begin kissing you as insatiable. The first our night will the most romantic
night in my short life!!! We'll walk and speak as much as we can. We'll kiss as
yongest lovers under the calm shining of Moon. The stars will shine only for us!!!!
They will smile looking as two people can't find a word to describe such a
great feeling arisen between us! You know I'm crying sometimes with tears of love
in to my a pillow by nights!!! Is it a love as great Shakespire describe?!!!I
believe in this love and do you my love? I think you know about it. I LOVE YOU
VERY MUCH!!!!
I give you many kisses for good day for you. I want to see your email
as soon as it is possible. I must go now because I must work for our future.
Write to me as it is possible more in detail about the closest airport.
What code has your airport? For example: SVO-Sheremetyevo Moscow
Possible I shall need for big international airport.
Forever loving you Ekaterina!
Letter
From: Ekaterina
To: John
Letter
Subject: Hi my heart and my soul John!
Date: Mon, 2 Aug 2004 19:03:39 +0400
Hi my dear John.
I'm wait the moment when we will be together, I think I would give back all
for being with you. My hear beats faster when I think about this
thing I mean our meeting. When it happen I will be very happy. I want to see you
when you happy. I think we'll be the very good pair. I want that you show me
your country, your city, your house, your soul and you body. I hope you
dream about our meeting too and want to hug me when we'll meet. I want that
we willbe together forever you are that man which I wanted to find all my life.
Excuse me for this short letter.But today I have hardly found an opportunity to write even slightly.
Letter
From: Ekaterina
To: John
Letter
Subject: To My Love and Life John!
Date: Wed, 4 Aug 2004 19:05:49 +0400
Hi My Dearest Love John!
Soon we will be together and it will be wonderful. If we fated to become
single whole, I believe that it will be.
Today I have received the conclusion of medical survey. I am completely
healthy. I have passed check, on AIDS and a HIV of illness, I am completely
clean and healthy. Today I shall carry these documents in firm of visas.
Now for reception of the visa, remained formal international details which
will occupy still some time. As soon as something will be known still, I shall
inform you at once. Do you are glad to news? I think what yes.
I do not smoke. I do not accept drugs also. I drink only champagne and wine
in special days.
Your love gives me force and bravery. You always in my consciousness.
Your love is the air that breathes life in my body. It is the sunshine in my
soul. The rain that creates rivers of emotion, that flows within me from head
to toe. Your love is the warm hand that lifts me out of myself and into a
world unknown till now. Leaving past sorrows behind, we will awaken in our
dream together. A new beginning, a new world, with limitless possibilities. All
things we thought were valuable are meaningless now. For in our love, we have
found the treasures of the heart and soul. Our ways and means that had guided
us well, no longer serve two hearts that are now one. We will be as innocent
children, needing to taste, touch, and smell all these new things.
And as adolescents, we shall taste the fruits of the flesh as if for the
first time, like Adam and Eve once felt in the Garden of Eden. It will be a
paradise we have never known before. With gentle caress', and kissing of lips, our
passions will grow. Our hearts will beat faster, and the heat of our bodies
will cause sweat to flow. And when time stands still, we will unite mind, body, and soul.
In the darkness, calm and still, we will hold each other tight, and
our hearts will beat as one. It is then we will truly know, that we have finally
found each other, and our love will forever grow, in pleasure or grief, in
health or illness I always shall be near to you.
I love you so much John. You are My One and Only True Love. Many hugs and kisses.
Live for LOVE! When you Love, do it with all your might, all your Devotion and for all eternity!
Ekaterina
Letter
From: Ekaterina
To: John
CC:
Letter
Subject: love love love
Date: Wed, 11 Aug 2004 16:43:26 +0400
Hi my love John!
Every day I thank the God that I found you in this crazy world!!!
I never tired to say you John that I love you all my heart and I'm
waiting this beautiful day when we'll be together and can speak hug and kiss.
It will be the best holiday in my life. I want you in my life John I want to
lie down to sleep with you and wake up with you John and everyday. I want
to be yours! Today all the day I think only of you. I can not concentrate at work.
I today am bad to sleep and to think of it. I dream both I dream and
I dream.
It is impossible to present as I shall take You for a hand also I shall tell
to you these three words. My heart is beaten very much frequently when I think
of it. I cried from pleasures that we have found each other.
I truly love you and want to be with you, it's my dream now but it's realizable.
This day comes nearer, I feel it and I think you feel it too.
Thanks for the help and care. I have received money. When I took this
money in my hands, I knew that you held it in your hands. I felt heat
of your hands, it is similar to shake hands. (I probably am silly?)
I have gently kissed you, you felt it?
I love you John!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Bye, yours Ekaterina.
I LOVE YOU...
AND I CAN'T STOP TO TELL IT TO YOU...
Letter
From: Ekaterina
To: John
Letter
Subject: Ekaterina with love for ever!
Date: Fri, 13 Aug 2004 17:48:20 +0400
Hi my love John!
I do not know how to tell you how I feel because I cannot describe it
at the time. Because I have never felt this way before about no one.
John are the one person on this earth that was made for Ekaterina,
and I am the one person on this earth that was made for you. You really
know how to melt my heart with your words Thanks for your sincere and
gentle words. Your words make my cheeks ruddy, but you cannot imagine as far
as your words are pleasant for me. Nobody spoke with me so gently, cautiously
and sincerely before! Your thoughts and feelings are so beautiful and
romantic. And I see me in your thoughts and it force me to feel that I
especial lady. Your letters and your thoughts bring pleasure at my day and
give calm to my soul. I think of you and I feel heat in heart.
I feel your love in each your word. I feel your love in each yours thoughts! Your heart and your internal world are open for me and I enjoy your internal world. Your love - the purest love and anybody never loved me as you!
I feel that we are couple because I adore each your word, I adore each your
thoughts, I like to hear such words, I like when a man is so open, I like
when a man speaks me about his feelings, you manipulate my heart, you hypnotize
me by your love and I fall in love with you more and more every instant!
My heart for a long time ago has accepted your love and I want to be with you
every minute of your life, and I want you to be near to me every minute of my
life. My heart belongs to you John! My reason is filled with you. You my
heart and your love - my blood! And while my heart beat, while my blood flows
in my veins, I will protect your love and I will be dedicated to my feelings
once and FOR EVER!!!!! And here has departed sad, in the past it already.
I not with you while but let, in fact you at me in soul and heart.
I find myself relaxed and yet excited about what is yet to come our way.
I arrive August, 23 in Sioux Falls 8:11 pm. Flight American Airlines
3913.
Ekaterina.
Letter
From: Ekaterina
To: John
Letter
Subject: From Ekaterina
Date: Wed, 25 Aug 2004 09:24:01 +0400
Hi, my love, John.
I have very bad news for you. I even don't know how to begin.
Right now I am writing you from the hospital. I have concussion
of the brain. But don't worry because I am OK, only I have a
little headache. When I was I went to shop what to buy to myself, to eat,
I was very hungry I lost my vigilance. When I left shop I went to
the airport at once. But when I was passing a dark street somebody
heated my head with a heavy object.
I lost consciousness and awakened in hospital only. I was told
that I was robbed. My wallet with money and your address and
coordinates were stolen. To tell truth , I have noticed in In shop
two suspicious young people, but I didnt pay attention. How I am pity
about my carelessness presently.
The policeman came to me in chamber and I described him appearance
of thise pair. But I am not sure that they will find them. I feel
uncomfortable to ask you once again about help, but you are the most
close person for me in this big city though you are very far now.
Send me please 120 dollars. This money will be enough for me must
to get to Arman'. Fortunately, my documents were not stolen.
When I arrive in Arman', I will sell my apartment. These money will
be enough to buy the plane ticket and return you all money which you
gave me. I love you very much and as before I want to be with you anyway.
Probably you think that I was powerfully knocked on head if I am so mad.
But I have solved so. My love to you with each day and with all failures
only grows. If you are not able to help me presently, I will understand
this and won't be offended on you. But you are my last hope. Tomorrow I
will go from hospital. I do not know what I shall do. I have no money
to eat and buy the ticket home. Answer me as quickly as possible.
Tomorrow is the last day when I am capable to use the computer in
hospital.
Ekaterina">
Letter
From: Ekaterina
To: John
Letter
Subject: Hi my dear John!
Date: Fri, 16 Jul 2004 19:15:25 +0400
Hi, my far, but dear friend John.
Many thanks for your letter. It was the long-awaited letter. I am
really madly glad to receive your letter. I am really glad that I have
found you. Please, READ ATTENTIVELY THIS LETTER, and try understand me
as it is possible better.
John you are starting to get a hold of my heart all is closer and
closer but please just dont break my heart again.
I should tell to you that I have ocean of emotions and sensations
which I had no in my heart before. And on this, my reason and my
heart say me that I should answer by sincerity your constant sincerity. My
heart and my reason says me that I should tell what I feel now because it is a
part of our friendship and I should share it with you. I should tell that
it was required some days to think over this letter, because I
wanted to say just the right things to you. I didn't want to offend or
upset you in anyway, and it really bothered me that saying something
wrong may do that. I normally speak directly from my heart, and I am right
now, but sometimes, words must be carefully chosen. I feel somewhat lost
when I have no opportunity to use a computer to read your letter. In my
soul, I feel contentment and joy when I think of you.
I have never done this in my life, (tried to initiate a relationship
halfway across the world), and I might have much to learn about how to
proceed, but I am more than willing to learn whatever it takes to
succeed if that is your desire as well. I also believe that couples should be
the best friends possible, which trust and share with each other
everything that they feel. I do not know if my word and thoughts make sense to
you, and I try very hard to put them in typed words that you will feel and
understand. I believe in God, and I believe that I have been put through
trials to prepare me for meeting a man with whom I will spend the
rest of my life loving, to better appreciate him, respect him and cherish the
love, that he would give; only asking that I return the same. I hope that
my words and letters are not boring to you, but they are much more
than mere words, they are my thoughts and feelings, and I send them out to you.
I very much desire that you find it in your heart and are comfortable
with sharing your personal feelings with me, I wish to know you on a more
intimate level, I would like you to share your dreams, your hopes,
your feelings of the heart with me, I truly wish to connect with you on a
level that goes way beyond mere friendship......Probably it is love? All in
comparison with you is insignificant, that it is practically
impossible for me not to fall in love with you. Please do not think me foolish for
thinking these things, I believe that in order for anything to
succeed, you have to be honest, and that is what I am doing with you. Could you
close your eyes for just a minute, and think and dream of what a life
we could share, what it would be like, the fun of learning each other. I
really believe that dreams do come true for people which dare to
believe in dreams, because if they believe in them hard enough, dreams could
become in reality. I guess that you are shocked that I feel this way,
but here, where I was raised, the gift of true love from a man is
something that is more similar to a Mirage or self-deception, rather than mutual
feeling which two enamored people can give each other. I hope that I
am not rambling on with my words. I have so much that I wish to share
with you, and each time I write to you, I feel there is never enough time
to say everything that I want to say, and I always feel that I have
forgotten something important that I wanted to share with you. John, when I
speak of you and I think of you, it does not matter for me what anyone
else thinks. I want to tell that you are very beautiful for me. I
mean, I find that you are not only attractive as a man, I also speak of the
beauty that is within you, beauty of your internal world, and alas, this
particular type of beauty is very special and rare. Most men have only
appearances, but not have beauty inside, and this is where true
beauty is.
This, is that for me is the most important and significant in all
limits of my character, my soul and my consciousness. Your words spoken to me
with so much kindness and care, they express the beauty within you. I
think that you are truly handsome, the essence of what beauty should be,
and there is nothing that anyone could say to me that would compel to
change my mind even a little bit. I want to reduce essence of all my
letter only to one thought. I do not know if I could clearly explain
all my thoughts and feelings, which overflow me now, or not. I want to
tell that I feel, we become very good friends and I really enjoy our
friendship. I aspire to learn you more and I dare to hope that you suppose
a thought that our relations can develop more than it enough for simple
friendship. It is that way which I feel. As always I hope that my letter
finds you in good health and spirits, and I hope that every yours wish you
have comes true one day. I will look forward to your reply as always with
anticipation and impatience....
I already wrote to you about a difficult situation of phones in Siberia.
We here have only the governmental telephone lines, it is forbidden
for using in the personal purposes. Also I think that I can have problems,
with negotiations with America. Me can suspect in espionage or
something similar. Please understand my difficult situation!
I hope that your reply is not of a harsh nature, and I look
forward to its arrival.
With tenderness, Ekaterina.
P.S. I hope, I did not frighten off you this picture. I think, we became
much closer each other, and I can send you this picture. It is a test
picture, from a photo collection Natasha. It is demonstration of "youth
free hairstyle".
Letter
From: Ekaterina
To: John
Letter
Subject: From Russia with love for John!
Date: Wed, 21 Jul 2004 19:20:58 +0400
Hi my long-awaited John! I waited for you, all my life.
Today I have news. Good or bad (you to decide).
Yesterday my boss informed me that I will have a vacation approximately through
month. But I have not been pleased. I did not expect that I will receive a vacation,
very soon. But schedule constituted by accounts department not change. I have begun
to cry, because it means that I cannot write to you. I cannot use a computer. Then
I have found out that lady which gives me to use her computer, maybe will receive
a vacation right after me, and if it will take place I can not use a computer some
months. I have imagined that I should spend my vacation in my apartment, between
four walls. I will sit without an opportunity to read your letters, I will sit in
loneliness and to think of you John. I did not take my vacation the last year,
and now I shall have 2 months of a vacation, but it do not bring to me pleasure.
I have imagined that I should spend some months without you and in my
heart has appeared awful emptiness. All world around became uninteresting for me. And I have
told to myself: "NO! It not for me!" I have told to myself- "I should be realist, cease to live in fantasy".
I thought what I can do to see you. I decided to spend this vacation with you.
I thought what can I do to meet you. Simply to meet. It's all that I want now. I have
a passport, but I don't a visa to your country.
Today I have addressed visas agency. I wondered how much it will cost for me
to make American visa. They told me that consideration of the application on reception
of the visa costs 220 dollars. This sum does not come back even in that case if my
application will not be approved. And for getting a visa is necessary to go to Moscow
where there is an American consulate. They have told that I will must visit set of
various departments in Moscow. It is a usual way of getting a visa and procedure of reception can be delayed for even some months. I said Moscow it is far from me (7100 km). I said I can't
wait so long. To me have told that is possible to avoid set of problems and to make
all in faster terms if to use Full Package of Service (FPS). FPS includes additional
payments for a category of the visa, consular services, preparation for Interview
with commission, interview. FPS costs 345 dollars, but the visas agency remove all
problems and thus increases the chance of getting a visa without
excessive delays
(I CAN GET A VISA IN A 2 OR 3 WEEKS). I SHALL HAVE THE TOURIST VISA.
WHICH ALLOWS TO BE IN AMERICA TILL 6 MONTHS, AS THE TOURIST. It is the most
convenient visa to me.
I said that this variant satisfies me and I agree.
I have been thinking a lot about what it will be like to finally meet you and to have
you near me. I am also a little nervous, not for any bad reason, it is just that I want
so much for things between us to work out. I have only known you for
a short while, but in that time I have had many days to reflect on our letters, on
our desires, and on our mutual need for eachothers love. I am hopeful that the time we
spend together will give me the opportunity to show you how much I have grown to
love you. I never thought I would feel the way that I do after only a short time. I think there
is what that cosmic connection between us, I also feel that there is something about our
meeting that must be designed by fate. I have been consumed with the thought of you. I
imagine us living our lives together and I am excited from head to toe. I feel that I have
found somebody that can understand me and love me for it. Somebody that wants the same
things in life and is not afraid to achieve it. Somebody that can see my soul and wants to
join it. That's how I see you. I must get rid of the self doubts and move to our future.
We are separated by boundaries, by an ocean, but our souls are linked. The link is
through a simple thread of the Internet. It could be so simple to cut, but this thread is
just the start of a stronger and deeper link that must follow. We will cross the
boundaries the ocean, and be linked by touch. You might ask yourself what does this letter mean.
It's simple, I have made a leap of faith to you. Your are in my soul. You can think that I
hurry events. But understand that until we look into each others eyes we will not
truely know what the heart feels. For in order for us to fill our hearts and souls with
joy we must first sooth the eyes with the sight of each other and know in our hearts and
minds what we say is true.
You are truly the type of man I would love to meet. WE CANNOT CHANGE OUR PAST, BUT WE CAN HOPEFULLY MAKE A BRIGHTER FUTURE IF WE HAVE MADE POOR DECISIONS OR IF FATE HAS JUST GIVEN US NOT SO GOOD BEGINNINGS.
And I really have registered the visa application with great belief and with great
hope that you will be glad to meet me, with belief and with hope that you want to meet me.
Tell to me Please, you can meet me at this time? Tell me please, you will be glad to meet me?
You will be glad if I will arrive to you?
Much tenderness from Ekaterina.
Letter
From: Ekaterina
To: John
Letter
Subject: From Ekaterina for my love John!
Date: Thu, 29 Jul 2004 11:58:52 +0400
Hi my love John!
My working day has comes to an end and I am writing you now. My mood is very
good. Soon we will be together. Tell me that this is true.
I think that you are a honest, understanding and kind person.
>From my life I have understood, understanding and respect the most
important in Relations between the man and the woman. It so is important
for understanding and respecting not only The opinion, and even opinion
of other person. I studied psychology, and the main mistake Married couples
is that everyone proves the correctness and does not want to recede from
The opinion. Each person can be mistaken. In most cases because of
Such trifles there are quarrels and scandals. In fact it is much more
convenient to discuss a problem in To quiet conditions and together to
find the best exit. We in Russia have saying One head well, and two is
better (smile). I am right?
Still I very much appreciate a true friendship. When I shall come you
should acquaint me with yours Friends. I do not want to stand across you
and your friends. The man should have The right to communicate only the
man's company, without women. But not all time (smile).
Friends should so to meet, drink in a bar beer and messages man's
conversations.
I will love you in the future and I love you now. I am waiting for the
moment of our meeting very much. It so excites me. Yesterday when I
went to bed I was thinking about you so much that I felt a little trembling in my
body.
I don't know why it happened to me but anyway it is something good.
I have strong embraced a rabbit (it is my soft toy) and have fallen
asleep.
I am finishing writing. I am thinking of you and writing you these
words. These words are coming from my heart. My heart is beating faster
now because of you. I reread all your letters and love you more and
more. I love you very much, I need you very much and I hope that our
meeting will be very very soon. I will write you later. I am still
waiting for you letters!!!
I hope very much that our love is forever!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The love of Ekaterina and John is eternal !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
With all my love,
Hot and passionate kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss for you.
Excuse, but the scanner on my work today has broken and I cannot send you a
new picture as soon as the scanner will be repaired I shall send
pictures.
Ekaterina!
Letter
From: Ekaterina
To: John
Letter
Subject: From Ekaterina to my love John!
Date: Fri, 30 Jul 2004 17:34:21 +0400
Hi my unforgettable love John.
I miss you so much that my patience is on a limit! I'm dreaming of our meeting
when sleep! Yesterday I had so wonderful dream as you and I walking
at the field full of blossoming camomiles! We pick them together and made the
great a bouquet of them. I'm so happy to find you my only love!!! I found that all
my thoughts are of you and no more else. I have a nice mood when recalling your
in my mind. The mere thought of you sends such a warm feeling through my
body, soul and heart and the thought of meetings with you is so fantastic. I have
always dreamed of finding someone really special who would come into my life and
love me wholly and uniquely, someone who understands me, someone to share my
thoughts and dreams. I have finally found that person. I love you for loving me just the
way I dreamed it would be. You are a wild flower and I want to smell it, nurture
it, take care of it and watch it grow. I hope the words I say so gently find
their way to your heart, because your words have touched mine forever. You have
made my heart skip a beat once again. It is so overwhelming the effect of your
presence on my soul. I am constantly bombarded with such forceful emotions for you. You
are like no other.
Your heart is connected to mine and no one can change that. I love that feeling you
give me, but it scares me at the same time the power you have even though we have
not met in person yet. I might implode when we finally meet. I might erupt like a
violent volcano or melt like butter on a hot skillet. I am afraid I will not meet
your expectations of me. I am after all just an rural girl. I'll tell you though,
I didn't think it possible for me to want you more than I already did, but after
your last letter I thought wrongly. You write of mutual respect, kindness,
tenderness, trust, love. How can I have these feelings of love for someone
I haven't met? I do. How do you love me without setting eyes on me?
Without kissing me (I might kiss like a mackeral)(smile) I don't have practice for a
long time.
I need alot of practice. Can you help me? I want to know the scent of your hair,
your body. I want to touch you and be touched by you. I want to see
you first thing in the morning and as I close my eyes for sleep.I can't wait for the
time of our meeting in reality. that's will be the most wonderful and happiest moment of my
life at this world!!! I can notice at me to be always in good mood when thinking of
you even if something wrong around. My soul singing the song of love in expectation
of our meeting. I'm dreaming it so: as I running down the a gangway
and begin kissing you as insatiable. The first our night will the most romantic
night in my short life!!! We'll walk and speak as much as we can. We'll kiss as
yongest lovers under the calm shining of Moon. The stars will shine only for us!!!!
They will smile looking as two people can't find a word to describe such a
great feeling arisen between us! You know I'm crying sometimes with tears of love
in to my a pillow by nights!!! Is it a love as great Shakespire describe?!!!I
believe in this love and do you my love? I think you know about it. I LOVE YOU
VERY MUCH!!!!
I give you many kisses for good day for you. I want to see your email
as soon as it is possible. I must go now because I must work for our future.
Write to me as it is possible more in detail about the closest airport.
What code has your airport? For example: SVO-Sheremetyevo Moscow
Possible I shall need for big international airport.
Forever loving you Ekaterina!
Letter
From: Ekaterina
To: John
Letter
Subject: Hi my heart and my soul John!
Date: Mon, 2 Aug 2004 19:03:39 +0400
Hi my dear John.
I'm wait the moment when we will be together, I think I would give back all
for being with you. My hear beats faster when I think about this
thing I mean our meeting. When it happen I will be very happy. I want to see you
when you happy. I think we'll be the very good pair. I want that you show me
your country, your city, your house, your soul and you body. I hope you
dream about our meeting too and want to hug me when we'll meet. I want that
we willbe together forever you are that man which I wanted to find all my life.
Excuse me for this short letter.But today I have hardly found an opportunity to write even slightly.
Letter
From: Ekaterina
To: John
Letter
Subject: To My Love and Life John!
Date: Wed, 4 Aug 2004 19:05:49 +0400
Hi My Dearest Love John!
Soon we will be together and it will be wonderful. If we fated to become
single whole, I believe that it will be.
Today I have received the conclusion of medical survey. I am completely
healthy. I have passed check, on AIDS and a HIV of illness, I am completely
clean and healthy. Today I shall carry these documents in firm of visas.
Now for reception of the visa, remained formal international details which
will occupy still some time. As soon as something will be known still, I shall
inform you at once. Do you are glad to news? I think what yes.
I do not smoke. I do not accept drugs also. I drink only champagne and wine
in special days.
Your love gives me force and bravery. You always in my consciousness.
Your love is the air that breathes life in my body. It is the sunshine in my
soul. The rain that creates rivers of emotion, that flows within me from head
to toe. Your love is the warm hand that lifts me out of myself and into a
world unknown till now. Leaving past sorrows behind, we will awaken in our
dream together. A new beginning, a new world, with limitless possibilities. All
things we thought were valuable are meaningless now. For in our love, we have
found the treasures of the heart and soul. Our ways and means that had guided
us well, no longer serve two hearts that are now one. We will be as innocent
children, needing to taste, touch, and smell all these new things.
And as adolescents, we shall taste the fruits of the flesh as if for the
first time, like Adam and Eve once felt in the Garden of Eden. It will be a
paradise we have never known before. With gentle caress', and kissing of lips, our
passions will grow. Our hearts will beat faster, and the heat of our bodies
will cause sweat to flow. And when time stands still, we will unite mind, body, and soul.
In the darkness, calm and still, we will hold each other tight, and
our hearts will beat as one. It is then we will truly know, that we have finally
found each other, and our love will forever grow, in pleasure or grief, in
health or illness I always shall be near to you.
I love you so much John. You are My One and Only True Love. Many hugs and kisses.
Live for LOVE! When you Love, do it with all your might, all your Devotion and for all eternity!
Ekaterina
Letter
From: Ekaterina
To: John
CC:
Letter
Subject: love love love
Date: Wed, 11 Aug 2004 16:43:26 +0400
Hi my love John!
Every day I thank the God that I found you in this crazy world!!!
I never tired to say you John that I love you all my heart and I'm
waiting this beautiful day when we'll be together and can speak hug and kiss.
It will be the best holiday in my life. I want you in my life John I want to
lie down to sleep with you and wake up with you John and everyday. I want
to be yours! Today all the day I think only of you. I can not concentrate at work.
I today am bad to sleep and to think of it. I dream both I dream and
I dream.
It is impossible to present as I shall take You for a hand also I shall tell
to you these three words. My heart is beaten very much frequently when I think
of it. I cried from pleasures that we have found each other.
I truly love you and want to be with you, it's my dream now but it's realizable.
This day comes nearer, I feel it and I think you feel it too.
Thanks for the help and care. I have received money. When I took this
money in my hands, I knew that you held it in your hands. I felt heat
of your hands, it is similar to shake hands. (I probably am silly?)
I have gently kissed you, you felt it?
I love you John!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Bye, yours Ekaterina.
I LOVE YOU...
AND I CAN'T STOP TO TELL IT TO YOU...
Letter
From: Ekaterina
To: John
Letter
Subject: Ekaterina with love for ever!
Date: Fri, 13 Aug 2004 17:48:20 +0400
Hi my love John!
I do not know how to tell you how I feel because I cannot describe it
at the time. Because I have never felt this way before about no one.
John are the one person on this earth that was made for Ekaterina,
and I am the one person on this earth that was made for you. You really
know how to melt my heart with your words Thanks for your sincere and
gentle words. Your words make my cheeks ruddy, but you cannot imagine as far
as your words are pleasant for me. Nobody spoke with me so gently, cautiously
and sincerely before! Your thoughts and feelings are so beautiful and
romantic. And I see me in your thoughts and it force me to feel that I
especial lady. Your letters and your thoughts bring pleasure at my day and
give calm to my soul. I think of you and I feel heat in heart.
I feel your love in each your word. I feel your love in each yours thoughts! Your heart and your internal world are open for me and I enjoy your internal world. Your love - the purest love and anybody never loved me as you!
I feel that we are couple because I adore each your word, I adore each your
thoughts, I like to hear such words, I like when a man is so open, I like
when a man speaks me about his feelings, you manipulate my heart, you hypnotize
me by your love and I fall in love with you more and more every instant!
My heart for a long time ago has accepted your love and I want to be with you
every minute of your life, and I want you to be near to me every minute of my
life. My heart belongs to you John! My reason is filled with you. You my
heart and your love - my blood! And while my heart beat, while my blood flows
in my veins, I will protect your love and I will be dedicated to my feelings
once and FOR EVER!!!!! And here has departed sad, in the past it already.
I not with you while but let, in fact you at me in soul and heart.
I find myself relaxed and yet excited about what is yet to come our way.
I arrive August, 23 in Sioux Falls 8:11 pm. Flight American Airlines
3913.
Ekaterina.
Letter
From: Ekaterina
To: John
Letter
Subject: From Ekaterina
Date: Wed, 25 Aug 2004 09:24:01 +0400
Hi, my love, John.
I have very bad news for you. I even don't know how to begin.
Right now I am writing you from the hospital. I have concussion
of the brain. But don't worry because I am OK, only I have a
little headache. When I was I went to shop what to buy to myself, to eat,
I was very hungry I lost my vigilance. When I left shop I went to
the airport at once. But when I was passing a dark street somebody
heated my head with a heavy object.
I lost consciousness and awakened in hospital only. I was told
that I was robbed. My wallet with money and your address and
coordinates were stolen. To tell truth , I have noticed in In shop
two suspicious young people, but I didnt pay attention. How I am pity
about my carelessness presently.
The policeman came to me in chamber and I described him appearance
of thise pair. But I am not sure that they will find them. I feel
uncomfortable to ask you once again about help, but you are the most
close person for me in this big city though you are very far now.
Send me please 120 dollars. This money will be enough for me must
to get to Arman'. Fortunately, my documents were not stolen.
When I arrive in Arman', I will sell my apartment. These money will
be enough to buy the plane ticket and return you all money which you
gave me. I love you very much and as before I want to be with you anyway.
Probably you think that I was powerfully knocked on head if I am so mad.
But I have solved so. My love to you with each day and with all failures
only grows. If you are not able to help me presently, I will understand
this and won't be offended on you. But you are my last hope. Tomorrow I
will go from hospital. I do not know what I shall do. I have no money
to eat and buy the ticket home. Answer me as quickly as possible.
Tomorrow is the last day when I am capable to use the computer in
hospital.
Ekaterina">
To: John
Letter
Subject: From Russia with love for John!
Date: Wed, 21 Jul 2004 19:20:58 +0400
Hi my long-awaited John! I waited for you, all my life.
Today I have news. Good or bad (you to decide).
Yesterday my boss informed me that I will have a vacation approximately through
month. But I have not been pleased. I did not expect that I will receive a vacation,
very soon. But schedule constituted by accounts department not change. I have begun
to cry, because it means that I cannot write to you. I cannot use a computer. Then
I have found out that lady which gives me to use her computer, maybe will receive
a vacation right after me, and if it will take place I can not use a computer some
months. I have imagined that I should spend my vacation in my apartment, between
four walls. I will sit without an opportunity to read your letters, I will sit in
loneliness and to think of you John. I did not take my vacation the last year,
and now I shall have 2 months of a vacation, but it do not bring to me pleasure.
I have imagined that I should spend some months without you and in my
heart has appeared awful emptiness. All world around became uninteresting for me. And I have
told to myself: "NO! It not for me!" I have told to myself- "I should be realist, cease to live in fantasy".
I thought what I can do to see you. I decided to spend this vacation with you.
I thought what can I do to meet you. Simply to meet. It's all that I want now. I have
a passport, but I don't a visa to your country.
Today I have addressed visas agency. I wondered how much it will cost for me
to make American visa. They told me that consideration of the application on reception
of the visa costs 220 dollars. This sum does not come back even in that case if my
application will not be approved. And for getting a visa is necessary to go to Moscow
where there is an American consulate. They have told that I will must visit set of
various departments in Moscow. It is a usual way of getting a visa and procedure of reception can be delayed for even some months. I said Moscow it is far from me (7100 km). I said I can't
wait so long. To me have told that is possible to avoid set of problems and to make
all in faster terms if to use Full Package of Service (FPS). FPS includes additional
payments for a category of the visa, consular services, preparation for Interview
with commission, interview. FPS costs 345 dollars, but the visas agency remove all
problems and thus increases the chance of getting a visa without
excessive delays
(I CAN GET A VISA IN A 2 OR 3 WEEKS). I SHALL HAVE THE TOURIST VISA.
WHICH ALLOWS TO BE IN AMERICA TILL 6 MONTHS, AS THE TOURIST. It is the most
convenient visa to me.
I said that this variant satisfies me and I agree.
I have been thinking a lot about what it will be like to finally meet you and to have
you near me. I am also a little nervous, not for any bad reason, it is just that I want
so much for things between us to work out. I have only known you for
a short while, but in that time I have had many days to reflect on our letters, on
our desires, and on our mutual need for eachothers love. I am hopeful that the time we
spend together will give me the opportunity to show you how much I have grown to
love you. I never thought I would feel the way that I do after only a short time. I think there
is what that cosmic connection between us, I also feel that there is something about our
meeting that must be designed by fate. I have been consumed with the thought of you. I
imagine us living our lives together and I am excited from head to toe. I feel that I have
found somebody that can understand me and love me for it. Somebody that wants the same
things in life and is not afraid to achieve it. Somebody that can see my soul and wants to
join it. That's how I see you. I must get rid of the self doubts and move to our future.
We are separated by boundaries, by an ocean, but our souls are linked. The link is
through a simple thread of the Internet. It could be so simple to cut, but this thread is
just the start of a stronger and deeper link that must follow. We will cross the
boundaries the ocean, and be linked by touch. You might ask yourself what does this letter mean.
It's simple, I have made a leap of faith to you. Your are in my soul. You can think that I
hurry events. But understand that until we look into each others eyes we will not
truely know what the heart feels. For in order for us to fill our hearts and souls with
joy we must first sooth the eyes with the sight of each other and know in our hearts and
minds what we say is true.
You are truly the type of man I would love to meet. WE CANNOT CHANGE OUR PAST, BUT WE CAN HOPEFULLY MAKE A BRIGHTER FUTURE IF WE HAVE MADE POOR DECISIONS OR IF FATE HAS JUST GIVEN US NOT SO GOOD BEGINNINGS.
And I really have registered the visa application with great belief and with great
hope that you will be glad to meet me, with belief and with hope that you want to meet me.
Tell to me Please, you can meet me at this time? Tell me please, you will be glad to meet me?
You will be glad if I will arrive to you?
Much tenderness from Ekaterina.
Letter
From: Ekaterina
To: John
Letter
Subject: From Ekaterina for my love John!
Date: Thu, 29 Jul 2004 11:58:52 +0400
Hi my love John!
My working day has comes to an end and I am writing you now. My mood is very
good. Soon we will be together. Tell me that this is true.
I think that you are a honest, understanding and kind person.
>From my life I have understood, understanding and respect the most
important in Relations between the man and the woman. It so is important
for understanding and respecting not only The opinion, and even opinion
of other person. I studied psychology, and the main mistake Married couples
is that everyone proves the correctness and does not want to recede from
The opinion. Each person can be mistaken. In most cases because of
Such trifles there are quarrels and scandals. In fact it is much more
convenient to discuss a problem in To quiet conditions and together to
find the best exit. We in Russia have saying One head well, and two is
better (smile). I am right?
Still I very much appreciate a true friendship. When I shall come you
should acquaint me with yours Friends. I do not want to stand across you
and your friends. The man should have The right to communicate only the
man's company, without women. But not all time (smile).
Friends should so to meet, drink in a bar beer and messages man's
conversations.
I will love you in the future and I love you now. I am waiting for the
moment of our meeting very much. It so excites me. Yesterday when I
went to bed I was thinking about you so much that I felt a little trembling in my
body.
I don't know why it happened to me but anyway it is something good.
I have strong embraced a rabbit (it is my soft toy) and have fallen
asleep.
I am finishing writing. I am thinking of you and writing you these
words. These words are coming from my heart. My heart is beating faster
now because of you. I reread all your letters and love you more and
more. I love you very much, I need you very much and I hope that our
meeting will be very very soon. I will write you later. I am still
waiting for you letters!!!
I hope very much that our love is forever!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The love of Ekaterina and John is eternal !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
With all my love,
Hot and passionate kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss for you.
Excuse, but the scanner on my work today has broken and I cannot send you a
new picture as soon as the scanner will be repaired I shall send
pictures.
Ekaterina!
Letter
From: Ekaterina
To: John
Letter
Subject: From Ekaterina to my love John!
Date: Fri, 30 Jul 2004 17:34:21 +0400
Hi my unforgettable love John.
I miss you so much that my patience is on a limit! I'm dreaming of our meeting
when sleep! Yesterday I had so wonderful dream as you and I walking
at the field full of blossoming camomiles! We pick them together and made the
great a bouquet of them. I'm so happy to find you my only love!!! I found that all
my thoughts are of you and no more else. I have a nice mood when recalling your
in my mind. The mere thought of you sends such a warm feeling through my
body, soul and heart and the thought of meetings with you is so fantastic. I have
always dreamed of finding someone really special who would come into my life and
love me wholly and uniquely, someone who understands me, someone to share my
thoughts and dreams. I have finally found that person. I love you for loving me just the
way I dreamed it would be. You are a wild flower and I want to smell it, nurture
it, take care of it and watch it grow. I hope the words I say so gently find
their way to your heart, because your words have touched mine forever. You have
made my heart skip a beat once again. It is so overwhelming the effect of your
presence on my soul. I am constantly bombarded with such forceful emotions for you. You
are like no other.
Your heart is connected to mine and no one can change that. I love that feeling you
give me, but it scares me at the same time the power you have even though we have
not met in person yet. I might implode when we finally meet. I might erupt like a
violent volcano or melt like butter on a hot skillet. I am afraid I will not meet
your expectations of me. I am after all just an rural girl. I'll tell you though,
I didn't think it possible for me to want you more than I already did, but after
your last letter I thought wrongly. You write of mutual respect, kindness,
tenderness, trust, love. How can I have these feelings of love for someone
I haven't met? I do. How do you love me without setting eyes on me?
Without kissing me (I might kiss like a mackeral)(smile) I don't have practice for a
long time.
I need alot of practice. Can you help me? I want to know the scent of your hair,
your body. I want to touch you and be touched by you. I want to see
you first thing in the morning and as I close my eyes for sleep.I can't wait for the
time of our meeting in reality. that's will be the most wonderful and happiest moment of my
life at this world!!! I can notice at me to be always in good mood when thinking of
you even if something wrong around. My soul singing the song of love in expectation
of our meeting. I'm dreaming it so: as I running down the a gangway
and begin kissing you as insatiable. The first our night will the most romantic
night in my short life!!! We'll walk and speak as much as we can. We'll kiss as
yongest lovers under the calm shining of Moon. The stars will shine only for us!!!!
They will smile looking as two people can't find a word to describe such a
great feeling arisen between us! You know I'm crying sometimes with tears of love
in to my a pillow by nights!!! Is it a love as great Shakespire describe?!!!I
believe in this love and do you my love? I think you know about it. I LOVE YOU
VERY MUCH!!!!
I give you many kisses for good day for you. I want to see your email
as soon as it is possible. I must go now because I must work for our future.
Write to me as it is possible more in detail about the closest airport.
What code has your airport? For example: SVO-Sheremetyevo Moscow
Possible I shall need for big international airport.
Forever loving you Ekaterina!
Letter
From: Ekaterina
To: John
Letter
Subject: Hi my heart and my soul John!
Date: Mon, 2 Aug 2004 19:03:39 +0400
Hi my dear John.
I'm wait the moment when we will be together, I think I would give back all
for being with you. My hear beats faster when I think about this
thing I mean our meeting. When it happen I will be very happy. I want to see you
when you happy. I think we'll be the very good pair. I want that you show me
your country, your city, your house, your soul and you body. I hope you
dream about our meeting too and want to hug me when we'll meet. I want that
we willbe together forever you are that man which I wanted to find all my life.
Excuse me for this short letter.But today I have hardly found an opportunity to write even slightly.
Letter
From: Ekaterina
To: John
Letter
Subject: To My Love and Life John!
Date: Wed, 4 Aug 2004 19:05:49 +0400
Hi My Dearest Love John!
Soon we will be together and it will be wonderful. If we fated to become
single whole, I believe that it will be.
Today I have received the conclusion of medical survey. I am completely
healthy. I have passed check, on AIDS and a HIV of illness, I am completely
clean and healthy. Today I shall carry these documents in firm of visas.
Now for reception of the visa, remained formal international details which
will occupy still some time. As soon as something will be known still, I shall
inform you at once. Do you are glad to news? I think what yes.
I do not smoke. I do not accept drugs also. I drink only champagne and wine
in special days.
Your love gives me force and bravery. You always in my consciousness.
Your love is the air that breathes life in my body. It is the sunshine in my
soul. The rain that creates rivers of emotion, that flows within me from head
to toe. Your love is the warm hand that lifts me out of myself and into a
world unknown till now. Leaving past sorrows behind, we will awaken in our
dream together. A new beginning, a new world, with limitless possibilities. All
things we thought were valuable are meaningless now. For in our love, we have
found the treasures of the heart and soul. Our ways and means that had guided
us well, no longer serve two hearts that are now one. We will be as innocent
children, needing to taste, touch, and smell all these new things.
And as adolescents, we shall taste the fruits of the flesh as if for the
first time, like Adam and Eve once felt in the Garden of Eden. It will be a
paradise we have never known before. With gentle caress', and kissing of lips, our
passions will grow. Our hearts will beat faster, and the heat of our bodies
will cause sweat to flow. And when time stands still, we will unite mind, body, and soul.
In the darkness, calm and still, we will hold each other tight, and
our hearts will beat as one. It is then we will truly know, that we have finally
found each other, and our love will forever grow, in pleasure or grief, in
health or illness I always shall be near to you.
I love you so much John. You are My One and Only True Love. Many hugs and kisses.
Live for LOVE! When you Love, do it with all your might, all your Devotion and for all eternity!
Ekaterina
Letter
From: Ekaterina
To: John
CC:
Letter
Subject: love love love
Date: Wed, 11 Aug 2004 16:43:26 +0400
Hi my love John!
Every day I thank the God that I found you in this crazy world!!!
I never tired to say you John that I love you all my heart and I'm
waiting this beautiful day when we'll be together and can speak hug and kiss.
It will be the best holiday in my life. I want you in my life John I want to
lie down to sleep with you and wake up with you John and everyday. I want
to be yours! Today all the day I think only of you. I can not concentrate at work.
I today am bad to sleep and to think of it. I dream both I dream and
I dream.
It is impossible to present as I shall take You for a hand also I shall tell
to you these three words. My heart is beaten very much frequently when I think
of it. I cried from pleasures that we have found each other.
I truly love you and want to be with you, it's my dream now but it's realizable.
This day comes nearer, I feel it and I think you feel it too.
Thanks for the help and care. I have received money. When I took this
money in my hands, I knew that you held it in your hands. I felt heat
of your hands, it is similar to shake hands. (I probably am silly?)
I have gently kissed you, you felt it?
I love you John!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Bye, yours Ekaterina.
I LOVE YOU...
AND I CAN'T STOP TO TELL IT TO YOU...
Letter
From: Ekaterina
To: John
Letter
Subject: Ekaterina with love for ever!
Date: Fri, 13 Aug 2004 17:48:20 +0400
Hi my love John!
I do not know how to tell you how I feel because I cannot describe it
at the time. Because I have never felt this way before about no one.
John are the one person on this earth that was made for Ekaterina,
and I am the one person on this earth that was made for you. You really
know how to melt my heart with your words Thanks for your sincere and
gentle words. Your words make my cheeks ruddy, but you cannot imagine as far
as your words are pleasant for me. Nobody spoke with me so gently, cautiously
and sincerely before! Your thoughts and feelings are so beautiful and
romantic. And I see me in your thoughts and it force me to feel that I
especial lady. Your letters and your thoughts bring pleasure at my day and
give calm to my soul. I think of you and I feel heat in heart.
I feel your love in each your word. I feel your love in each yours thoughts! Your heart and your internal world are open for me and I enjoy your internal world. Your love - the purest love and anybody never loved me as you!
I feel that we are couple because I adore each your word, I adore each your
thoughts, I like to hear such words, I like when a man is so open, I like
when a man speaks me about his feelings, you manipulate my heart, you hypnotize
me by your love and I fall in love with you more and more every instant!
My heart for a long time ago has accepted your love and I want to be with you
every minute of your life, and I want you to be near to me every minute of my
life. My heart belongs to you John! My reason is filled with you. You my
heart and your love - my blood! And while my heart beat, while my blood flows
in my veins, I will protect your love and I will be dedicated to my feelings
once and FOR EVER!!!!! And here has departed sad, in the past it already.
I not with you while but let, in fact you at me in soul and heart.
I find myself relaxed and yet excited about what is yet to come our way.
I arrive August, 23 in Sioux Falls 8:11 pm. Flight American Airlines
3913.
Ekaterina.
Letter
From: Ekaterina
To: John
Letter
Subject: From Ekaterina
Date: Wed, 25 Aug 2004 09:24:01 +0400
Hi, my love, John.
I have very bad news for you. I even don't know how to begin.
Right now I am writing you from the hospital. I have concussion
of the brain. But don't worry because I am OK, only I have a
little headache. When I was I went to shop what to buy to myself, to eat,
I was very hungry I lost my vigilance. When I left shop I went to
the airport at once. But when I was passing a dark street somebody
heated my head with a heavy object.
I lost consciousness and awakened in hospital only. I was told
that I was robbed. My wallet with money and your address and
coordinates were stolen. To tell truth , I have noticed in In shop
two suspicious young people, but I didnt pay attention. How I am pity
about my carelessness presently.
The policeman came to me in chamber and I described him appearance
of thise pair. But I am not sure that they will find them. I feel
uncomfortable to ask you once again about help, but you are the most
close person for me in this big city though you are very far now.
Send me please 120 dollars. This money will be enough for me must
to get to Arman'. Fortunately, my documents were not stolen.
When I arrive in Arman', I will sell my apartment. These money will
be enough to buy the plane ticket and return you all money which you
gave me. I love you very much and as before I want to be with you anyway.
Probably you think that I was powerfully knocked on head if I am so mad.
But I have solved so. My love to you with each day and with all failures
only grows. If you are not able to help me presently, I will understand
this and won't be offended on you. But you are my last hope. Tomorrow I
will go from hospital. I do not know what I shall do. I have no money
to eat and buy the ticket home. Answer me as quickly as possible.
Tomorrow is the last day when I am capable to use the computer in
hospital.
Ekaterina">
Letter
From: Ekaterina
To: John
Letter
Subject: Hi my dear John!
Date: Fri, 16 Jul 2004 19:15:25 +0400
Hi, my far, but dear friend John.
Many thanks for your letter. It was the long-awaited letter. I am
really madly glad to receive your letter. I am really glad that I have
found you. Please, READ ATTENTIVELY THIS LETTER, and try understand me
as it is possible better.
John you are starting to get a hold of my heart all is closer and
closer but please just dont break my heart again.
I should tell to you that I have ocean of emotions and sensations
which I had no in my heart before. And on this, my reason and my
heart say me that I should answer by sincerity your constant sincerity. My
heart and my reason says me that I should tell what I feel now because it is a
part of our friendship and I should share it with you. I should tell that
it was required some days to think over this letter, because I
wanted to say just the right things to you. I didn't want to offend or
upset you in anyway, and it really bothered me that saying something
wrong may do that. I normally speak directly from my heart, and I am right
now, but sometimes, words must be carefully chosen. I feel somewhat lost
when I have no opportunity to use a computer to read your letter. In my
soul, I feel contentment and joy when I think of you.
I have never done this in my life, (tried to initiate a relationship
halfway across the world), and I might have much to learn about how to
proceed, but I am more than willing to learn whatever it takes to
succeed if that is your desire as well. I also believe that couples should be
the best friends possible, which trust and share with each other
everything that they feel. I do not know if my word and thoughts make sense to
you, and I try very hard to put them in typed words that you will feel and
understand. I believe in God, and I believe that I have been put through
trials to prepare me for meeting a man with whom I will spend the
rest of my life loving, to better appreciate him, respect him and cherish the
love, that he would give; only asking that I return the same. I hope that
my words and letters are not boring to you, but they are much more
than mere words, they are my thoughts and feelings, and I send them out to you.
I very much desire that you find it in your heart and are comfortable
with sharing your personal feelings with me, I wish to know you on a more
intimate level, I would like you to share your dreams, your hopes,
your feelings of the heart with me, I truly wish to connect with you on a
level that goes way beyond mere friendship......Probably it is love? All in
comparison with you is insignificant, that it is practically
impossible for me not to fall in love with you. Please do not think me foolish for
thinking these things, I believe that in order for anything to
succeed, you have to be honest, and that is what I am doing with you. Could you
close your eyes for just a minute, and think and dream of what a life
we could share, what it would be like, the fun of learning each other. I
really believe that dreams do come true for people which dare to
believe in dreams, because if they believe in them hard enough, dreams could
become in reality. I guess that you are shocked that I feel this way,
but here, where I was raised, the gift of true love from a man is
something that is more s