Comment from Nurul
Being obsessive is work.No rellay! I mean it. I mean yo get up late in the day, so you immediately obsess over the fact that you've lost a few precious hours you could have spend obsessing over the fact that you weren't still in dream land.Then yo have to obsess over your coffee, that should take anywhere from 5-10 minutes tops. Unless you want to drag it out and obsess over your coffee while on Twitter.Obsess over what to make for breakfast for your army of 8 kids and throw yesterdays lunch the kids didn't eat back into the lunch pale. A good hour if you do it right.Obsess over possible pap photographs of you at the bus stop which means you've just wasted another half hour obsessed over what the wear to drop the kids off in.You obsess over your Twitter fans and your half-baked projects you claim to do all day long. (i.e. the store bought, Crisco frosted cupcakes) and making a mad dash to some craft store for frog decorations. All so you can celebrate Leap Year. That should take you all afternoon even if you throw in an organic salad and a few more cups of coffee.Then obsess over how dirty, horrendous several of your children are after their day at school, be very obsessive that they want to talk about their day with you so you miss your Twittering party of crushingly dull Tweets from the same fans day in and day out.Obsess over the fact that you have to make up paper work for yourself. Who the hell has paperwork to do when they are unemployed? Huh? Anybody?After you obsess over feeding your kids a few beans and your holiday themed food yo obsess over what time it is so the kids can go to bed at 7:30 p.m.After you obsess over what wine to have for the night, yo finally get to set yourself down to continue your obsessions on Twitter for the world to see until yo conk out or are too bored to obsess over the lame people out there who ask you mundane questions you crawl into bed, feeling refreshed to be able to obsess over all the things you could have done today but didn't do.Phew. But don't worry you still have plenty of time to be just as obsessive tomorrow.
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I was in the exact same position, I relecnty turned down an opportunity to work in America because i didn't want to leave my boyfriend and we split up three week later. I regret it so much since he was the only reason I stayed.Never let someone else influence your decision, it sounds like you're not very happy where you are now and if you stay you'll end up resenting your boyfriend for holding you back. Try moving away, if it doesn't work out then you can always go home.Hope this helps,
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